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Friday, April 6, 2012, 4:40PM

I tried some meditation last night.  I didn't get much done because it was not very formal-- I simply relaxed while listening to 528 Hz tones.  I felt very strange when I first heard the tone.  It would also help if there weren't other people in the house to distract me.  Someone was audibly complaining about whatever first-world problems came to mind and I'm no monk-- I can't stand anything stressful.  So perhaps that will be today's topic.

Arguments.  Complaints.  Anger.  I just leave the room.  I am super neutral most of the time.
It may be because I grew up in a strange home in which my parents never put us through it-- they've never fought/argued/bickered.  Of course, I fought with my brothers, so perhaps not.
It may be because I have 'super empathy' (have I blogged about it yet?).  I can very much feel the stress and emotion other people do.

Also, I remembered this psychological tidbit that more or less states that if a person tells another what s/he is going to do, then that goal will very much likely not be realized because it is already realized in that person's mind.  This means that because I have a tulpa blog, I will probably not succeed in making a tulpa.  I hope to try my best to create one and in the mean time, win a fight against psychology.

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