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Sunday, May 13, 2012, 9:50PM

I tried to wonderland it, but I couldn't find an interesting enough way to get to the wonderland, so I ended up just doing normal visualization.  On the treadmill.  It keeps getting much clearer, but I know I am very far from my goal.  I will press onward!

Visualization:  It took me about 10 minutes to warm up after 15 or so minutes of a failed meditation attempt.  My tulpa is really changing its appearance... or I am.

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