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Sunday, May 27, 2012, 10:35PM

Visualizing every now and again to keep the image fresh.  I am still speaking to my tulpa about everyday activities.  I'm not even sure if I am doing it right.  I cannot direct the words to a location, so it feels like I am directing them at myself.
I have that feeling I had in the beginning when I could not visualize.  It leaves me tired in my head.  My head is swarming with thoughts.  It feels like sending a message in a bottle.  What a waste of time.

Making wishes to create you.  Dropping words into a dark well.  How deep is is?  I will just speak into it until I am speaking into words.

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